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latest diary

excited but also- scared?

finally another update, since i got the time to write my random diary that (probably) no one (except me) reads again.

i've been losing my interest to play love & deepspace. sIGHS. i mean, it's just a burnout ig since i have almost no motivation to do anything there (just like tears of themis in the past, but i bounced bACK and currently playing that game again). so i decided to not force myself to play lads if i don't feel like opening it that day. i still love sylus and zayne sm, but the way the company handled everything just made me unmotivated ; ___ ;) but oh well! it's not like i stop playing it, i'm still playing it but not as much as i used to.

however! thankfully i have infinity nikki and tears of themis to distract myself from that. also PLAVE's latest album got me super happy!! so yeah, my fandom life is still going ig. also, currently trying out limbus company and i hope i can play it for a long time (unlike other games where i quit like 3 days of playing it since i got bored and overwhelmed easily). OH AND don't forget formula 1 testing week! i'm happy that f1 is back again YAY (forget the drama, let's just watch cars go vroom vroom).

as for non-mobile games update, aka a REAL life update : i'm currently trying my best to sign up for university again for a master degree!! super excited because my friend will also apply for the same university as me, most likely. well, march-april will be a super busy month for me, for sure because i'm preparing for all of that. hopefully everything will go smoothly and well. that's why i'm so excited and so scared aAAAAA

(JUMPS AROUND)

anyway, this is another infinity nikki screenshot! i love this photo sm, loving the dress. oh! speaking about dress, i can't wait for the next banner outfit. hopefully i can get at least the full set (hoping for evol 2 but i don't have a lot of diamond- i need to explore more).

life update?

ok more like, gaming life update.

lately i've been feeling eeeeh... especially since i'm saving up so i need to hold myself REALLY HARD from buying cute sylus and plave merchs. i need to do better and actually slow down with my spending. UGH. but the good news is!! i actually spent some money less than usual. so there's an improvement! i also finally actually made a planner for my monthly expense and stuff. i'm just glad with my overall spending this past month.

ok so for the actual gaming life update, i've been playing love & deepspace and infinity nikki A LOT. i'm having sm fun playing those 2 games! kinda of obsessed, actually atp. so in love with sylus that i'm only focusing on him (i caved in and made a side account for zayne tho... aha...). i also love LOVE infinity nikki sm and i have this plan to collect purple and pink outfits. hopefully i can do that! enjoying infinity nikki sm that i'm taking it slow when it comes to main quest. don't want to repeat the same mistake as other gacha games i played and become bored in the end. hhhhhhh-

also trying my best not to topup a lot on those 2 games. wish me luck!